will I be consumed by darkness or light. im half in the cold and half in the warmth. will I live my life in fear about people walking out of my life and never seeing them again. or them leaving and never remembering there face when I see them again. was I sheltered from life? no I wasn't. I have seen the happy smiles on peoples faces. full of love and joy, happiness. I have seen the depressing tears falling from peoples faces. the sadness over whelming them to the point they need to let it out. I have seen their angry, red, evil faces. with there faces red and cold eyes. ready to burst in flams and destroy the one thing that mad them angry. I